I have neglected this blog, shamefully, I must apologize.  I really meant this blog to be a place where someone could come and say the things that are really on their heart, no matter what they are, and find a place of acceptance.
So forgive me for not being here, and continuing what I started. Chalk it up to inexperience, the busyness of life, or simple forgetfulness.  But I am back and will continue what I started.

Right now what is on my heart is this: Can I really do all the things I've set myself up to do?  I've started college last semester, and it's more than I thought. Not physically, not really, I expected it to be quite a bit of exercise interrupted by quite a bit of brain matter being scrambled. But can I do this, get a college degree, at my age? It's harder than I really ever thought it might be. I didn't have to even hardly crack a book in high school to get a good grade. I didn't think it would be that easy now, but really, I mean come on, "is my brain even still in there" is the thought I have most days.

Well, I've set myself up to do this, and I WILL NOT FAIL!! I may not get straight A's, but I will get good enough grades to continue to do what I want to do.

So there.